I received message from both of your, saying stop contacting all that. I was shocked and don't even know what had happened. I replied your and kept asking what had happened, but both of your dint said the truth. All your know were to ask me to respect your decision and don't contact. We had been friends for so long. Just because we seldom meet up this few months then your want to end this friendship? This is not the first time already. People do change, isn't it? I knew your would said after knowing him, i changed. But did i really changed? No, i never. I'm still the yingying your know. But to your, your think that i had changed. I don't know why. The first time we quarrel cause of this matter again, i was damn angry until i cried. Is not just a few tears coming out, is really alot. I really don't know why i cried till badly that time. Even my mother also shocked. Still remember you were on the phone with noelle? I was inside too. Because i want to listen what you said. And i am damn disappointed. I can't imagine you say bad thing behind my back. I wanted to say out, but noelle asked me not to. I treat you as my good friend and don't want to lose you as my good friend, that's why i dint said out until today.
Last time you stayed at jelapang, no matter how late or what, i did went there and find you. Now i had moved house to fajar, did you came over and find me? No, you don't. Sometimes you called me and asked where am i, i said at fajar. But you dint came over too. I never angry or what. And you will be wondering why everytime i can go petir until late late to find noelle but not your. I will tell you the reason now. Is because noelle is my very best friend. No matter how late or how tired we are, we still will meet up.
Don't you think that our friendship is drifting apart? We wasn't that close anymore. And this matter don't even concern noelle, what for your sent noelle that message? Is like unreasonable, ok? Until yesterday we saw aloy, and zx went over and asked him what had happened. And the same matter again. Because we never meet up all that. When i heard this, i'm damn angry. What's century is this now? Still play this kind of stunts? We all grown up already. We no longer kids anymore.
Since you said stop contacting, i respect your decision. And this is my blog. What i want to write, is my business. I don't care if you will read my blog anot. We're not friends anymore. That's it.
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