Mood isn't good this few days. Had been emo-ing.

Baby text me only when he free. Which is like every morning and evening. And the messages we text is getting lesser and lesser. Today i guess we text less than 5? I really don't know what happened. Why suddenly we text so little? I understand that he's busy and also tired. Sighs. Sometimes, i thought of letting go this r/s and moving on but i still can't bear to leave him. I know if i give up, the person will regret, sad and cry is not him, is me. And baby will get angry if he saw this post. Because he don't like me to say and think about this stuff. Sighs. Sorry baby. Rest assure, i won't leave you because we ain't easy to be together and there's no any reason for me to let you go again. Promise me, you won't leave me too, ok?

Sometimes, i'm envy those girls out there when their boyfriend haven't go in ns or had already finished their ns because they can spent more times together. As for me, i had to spend my 4days and 1 half day alone without boyfriend. Somemore, i'm not even studying or working now. It damn fucking bored. I swear. How i wished, 2years will pass quickly. So that i could spend more time with baby. Speaking of that, i don't even know me and him will last anot. Sigh.

Thinking of the past, we had been through the obstacles and difficulties and it's really ain't easy for us to be together again. I shed lots of tears just cause of him. And yes, he's the first guy i cried so badly. First guy i brought him home and sleep. And he once told me that i'm the first girl he brought home and overnight.

I still remember one day, he told me about him and his ex stuff. Saying what they did all that. I did read his ex's blog and saw all those post about what they did and some pics too. Yes, i felt alittle bit jealous even though that happened like years ago? I admit i'm a sensitive and jealous girl. Even though it's already the past, i still will think of it. I kept asking myself, why did his ex could and i could not? Sighs. Whatever it is, she's just baby's ex. Also not my who. Why should i be bother so much? As long as baby love the way i am can already. I don't bother so much about what he and his ex did last time lah.. What matters me now is you, baby! *(ANYWAY, IF YOUR DON'T KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT THIS POST, PLEASE FUCKING ASK ME FIRST BEFORE MAKING ANY CONCLUSION.)

Anyway, i hope to see boy soon. I super super miss him like hell ... Two more days and he's booking out. Won't be able to fetch him on friday. Sat, can't accompany him the whole day. And sunday, might be able to see him in the afternoon for awhile. See, how pathetic am i? Just want to spend the times when he book out, also difficult. I hope nothing will happened between me and baby's r/s.

Last but not least,

♥Yingying, 17(:

Glad to have a wonderful/super cute boyfriend and awesome friends around her.

♥胡至杰

I don't care how others look/comment in our relationship. What i really cares is you, our future. We lose each other before and now fate brought us back together again. Baby, you're my destiny. I love you ♥