wake up at around 8 in the morning.
prepared everything then went to pending & meet tina.
wanted to take cab cos is raining & lazy to walk ,
in the end , there's no cab . wth .
then no choice , so we walk to school ):
was late for dance again .
punishment was given . had to do split for 2mins ):
after that, do basic techniques then continue with our SYF dance.
was fast & difficult .
after dance , headed to bp with mirrah&her brother.
talk alot of stuff & print pic too .
then mirrah went to my house to slack .
around 4, she went home.
then fetch brother, went home & straight away sleep .
no matter how hard i try to make myself to sleep , but i just can't sleep .
i was damn pissed with somebody.
sighs , so i ask mirrah to come out & accompany me.
eventually , she can go out.
so i meet her at bp then headed to base .
reach there , chat with lao ban & euroy .
then after that , alas & gang came .
im wondering why lao ban know mostly about my things.
sighs, so me & mirrah went home first.
then i message ....
Me:how come lao ban know that we eveytime message each other?
...:i dont know. i never told him.
Me:then how come he know? sighs. i think we dont message.
it'll led to misunderstandings.
...:ok
to my surprised , i really dont know that he'll agree.
then starting my mood begin to be bad .
i was all the while moody & quite when im otw home.
in lrt , i cry.
mirrah dont know anything.
sighs. i was thinking & thinking & thinking.
after that, headed to cousin house .
it's impossible between us cos of our age.
even though is just one years.
& i can't like you cos somebody like you first.
i won't snatch you away from somebody .
sighs. we just be normal friends luh.
tina is leaving tmr.
sighs.
i'll miss her. & emily too.
so takecare babe.
enjoy yourself there.
tmr cheryl , vien & me will be sending them off.
& maybe ton at changi airport .
& sorry cheryl.
i know you wanted to do the modeling asap.
i promised once tina is back, we'll do the modeling thingy again.
so sorry ):
